I am exhausted and both girls are passed out next to me in my bed and I will not be much further behind them. Derek is still stuck with the Acme plane in Kansas.
Today was nothing short of frustrating. They didn’t have my Dad’s appointment scheduled in their books, the lady that made the appointment...
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The thing is……..this waiting is driving me crazy. I feel suspended in motion…………like I can’t start anything new and can’t finish anything I’ve started.
I’m just waiting. Waiting to hear from Dad, waiting to hear how he is or if he heard from the doctor. I suppose i’m in shock. I can’t believe he has cancer. ...
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Friday, August 27, 2010 at 1:36am Posted in Family
She will be 11 in October. I love that she still believes in the tooth fairy. She left this note, with her 2 honkin huge molars (complete with roots) under her pillow and the kind tooth fairy understanding her dilemma left her $20. I mean, it’s not like Hannah has many more baby teeth and...
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I have no one to babble to right now and the silence is killing me but yet I can’t get my mind to stop racing long enough to engage in a busy activity. I’m kind of hosed right now. Writing helps. As you know if you have read my blog, i use my blog as...
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Thursday, August 19, 2010 at 11:21pm Posted in Family
Dear God,
Well, the deal isn’t working out so well. The doctor called today. Malignant.
I’m going to hold up to my end of the bargain and i’m going to pray to you that you heal my Dad.
I’m going to pray to you that you take that evil Pancreatic Cancer and you dissolve...
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Monday, August 16, 2010 at 8:21am Posted in Family
Dear God,
You don’t need him as much as I do. There are too many things that we didn’t get to do. Too many conversations that we didn’t get to have. He just turned 61, he didn’t even get to retire yet.
You have my brother and my brother-in-law, isn’t that enough for now?...
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I do not know what I would do without my Dad. What he adds to my life is not replaceable. He is always the voice of reason, the giver of wise advice and the preventer of near disasters. Really. For a lot of people, he is their rock. He is Superman. He juggles a lot...
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That is the phrase that always comes to mind. The Day the Angels Cried. It was a Creative Therapy title and topic that I used for catalyst One Hundred and Fifteen.
I remember this day, 2 years ago. I couldn’t tell you what I do most of any day but that day I remember a few...
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Do this while I have a chance. It’s hard to find a solid piece of time anymore with the girls being home from school for the summer. Somebody always needs something or needs help with something and random fighting does break out. Being a parent 24/7 is demanding. So, I want ...
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Thursday, July 15, 2010 at 7:06pm Posted in Family
I am around………I kind of got burned out on blogging and had to take a little break. I am still working just as hard at crafting and designing, I wish I could share some of it with you but until the CHA sneak peeks start, I can’t. Soon, enough…I promise.
I have had so much on...
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